The Death of a Generation!

     On April 8th 1994 I was 11 years old and woke up to a bright Friday morning assuming it would be another school day. I looked at my alarm clock to shock of it saying it was 10 am. school had started 2 hours ago and couldn't understand how I was so late. I threw my cloths on and ran into the living room to find my mom waiting for me. the TV was on with scenes of police at a crime. The views of a dead body on carpeted floor kept going across the screen. I stopped for a moment not quite understanding what I was seeing.

       I looked at my mom and then back at the TV just in time to hear Kurt Loader say one of the worst things that I had heard at that point in my life. "Kurt Cobain, front man for the Grunge band Nirvana was found dead this morning in his Bellevue WA. home." It may sound stupid to some but everything just stopped in that moment. Even at 11 I had a huge fandom for Kurt, for Nirvana and it was like they were announcing that music had been outlawed. I found myself collapsing on to the couch next to my mother looking at her begging her to make not true. It had to be a sick joke or a prank or stunt. It had only been a few months prior that we had got to see at the state fair that year. Not having the money to actually attend the show we wait just to get to see him go on stage.

     Kurt died 20 years ago this month. I know I'm a bit late in getting this online for the anniversary of his death but to be honest it took a bit to put the courage together to do it. I was never fortunate enough to meet the man and as I have just said I had only ever gotten to just get a live glimpse of him. But every year I try to take the 5th of April to remember this man who brought a generation of people together. His music gave purpose to thousands of people who found them selves not fitting, who felt lost and no sense of control in their life. 

     As I sit here putting this together I find myself watching Nirvana Unplugged in New York which as most know is arguably the last public appearance Kurt would make. I find a very deep connection with his music as many other people from my generation do . I will end my whining on the subject soon but I would like to say that I will never point fingers simply because we will never know the truth one way or another about Kurt's death. But I will put out there that I still do not believe he killed himself. For those of you who want to argue the point I will use this one fact. His case is still open. There are far too many holes and discrepancies for the suicide answer to be true. 

    To end this I would just like to ask that the next time you hear a Nirvana song you take a moment to take it in and enjoy it. There are still many great bands and musicians out there But there were only a hand full before Kurt and there hasn't been a band with the same impact since. I can honestly say that his music saved my life at one point and though I will not go into the details I will just say that All Apologies will always hold a special place in my heart. I wish would could have seen what he would have brought to this world by now but sadly that won't happen. So in closing I will just say God bye and you will Never be forgotten Kurt!

Inking it right

             Hello to all the fans, dorks, geeks and nerds out there and welcome to the first post for the Fanboy Rant Off. In this rundown we are going to discus something that is near and dear to me which is tattoos. It's not commonly known that I am a tattoo artist, but it's one of the passions in my life. Every time I put needle to skin you can feel the angst and fear leave a persons body when they begin to feel that little point of pressure. A tattoo can save a person's life. I have seen this fact more time than I can count. The parents that lost a baby, the child that lost their parents or the fan morning the loss of an icon. Having that constant reminder on their skin give them a way to not only come to terms with the issues in the lives allows them to get past it and get on with their lives.


              With that said I beg and plead of you to please think before you ink! Now I am not gonna give you the "What's it gonna look like when you're 80?" speech because we all know that a bull shit argument. Most of the elderly who are covered look amazing and at least some if not most of their pieces have held up over the years. But just please think about what you're gonna get before you get it. If you have no ink or a couple or a lot and looking to get more there are some basic guide lines that you wanna pay attention too before you get some permanent art work! 1: Tattoos last longer than romance.(There is no end to the amount of people who have at least one exes name or god forbid a portrait on them. If you must get something for a spouse get something that you can change to story of later so if you still at least like the design you don't have to go through the pain of having it removed or covered. yes it hurts more the second time around!) 2: If you don't have tough enough skin to be made fun of after its done then get your ass out of the chair. (No matter what you get someone some where is going to give you shit for your ink! if you can't deal with that you're too much of a pussy to have a tattoo!) 3: Unless you plan a career that doesn't deal in mainstream anything make sure you can hide your art work! (Let face it folks, there is still a big stigma about people with ink and if you have any desire to be in the corporate world, HR, customer service where you're dealing with people face to face, if your employer requires you to hide it make sure you can.)


               Now I will never be the one to tell you not to get a symbol that you like, or a phrase that means something to you. By all means if it has a significance to go for it. Before I end our first blog I want to say one thing about the artists. They are a breed all unto themselves. when picking a artist just keep in mind there are some really shady artists are in shops and there are some truly amazing artists that work out of their house, or are willing to come to you. Be cautious with this too because it works the other way. Make sure that who ever you pick is clean and is more concerned with the art and the client than the money they're getting paid. Just don't automatically push aside an artist because they're not in a shop. Do your research find an artist to match what you're looking for. So go out there, find the beauty in someone else skin art and as always "Don't forget to be a fan!"